She sits here alone on the train and buries herself in her coat
And looks out the window and wonders
How would it feel to be yourself
Cause sometimes it hurts when she cries but she laughs
She walks through a world that doesn't feel kind
Unintentionally she says things everybody always says
Cause it's never bad, always okay
And she talks sh*t with them and she laughs
She feels alone when she walks in the city
And she looks in the window, sees someone else standing there
And she knows who it is, but she doesn't wanna be her
And keeps up the facade
What if tomorrow she decides not to hide
To trade her better self for her real face
Will the friends she wants to trust
Still love her?
When she cries, when she cries and doesn't laugh
I'm sitting here alone on the train and dive into my coat
And look out the window and I wonder
How would it feel to be myself?
Cause sometimes it hurts when I cry