She sits here alone on the train and buries herself in her coat
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And looks out the window and wonders
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How would it feel to be yourself
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Cause sometimes it hurts when she cries but she laughs
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She walks through a world that doesn't feel kind
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Unintentionally she says things everybody always says
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Cause it's never bad, always okay
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And she talks sh*t with them and she laughs
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She cries but she laughs
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She feels alone when she walks in the city
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And she looks in the window, sees someone else standing there
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And she knows who it is, but she doesn't wanna be her
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And keeps up the facade
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What if tomorrow she decides not to hide
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To trade her better self for her real face
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Will the friends she wants to trust
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When she cries, when she cries and doesn't laugh
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I'm sitting here alone on the train and dive into my coat
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And look out the window and I wonder
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How would it feel to be myself?
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Cause sometimes it hurts when I cry