My head's gonna explode
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I'm tired, I've been tired for so long
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I've been battling time for a while
And I can't get anything done
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I wanted to hate you, wanted to manage to feel mad at you
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Missing you wears me out, your mockery
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Your fake flag pisses me off
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What a hypocrite, where's the pause button?
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It's so much acting it's making me nauseous
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Enough, it's making me nauseous
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Watched, they count my steps
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They follow the herd, f*ck whoever thinks it's funny
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I scream in my head, the voice comes out scratched
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And I don't do it 'cause others want me to
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F*ck, I'm freaking out from irritation
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What am I doing spitting this rhyme?
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I couldn't give up on myself anymore
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I swear I did everything I could
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But I thank you for everything I lived and saw with you
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It made me who I am today
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And even if sometimes I
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Am or seem a little, kinda far away
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And even if the city doesn't want
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What was left of us, I've got today
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Girl, it's getting really late
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Your alarm's going off, you've got stuff to do
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Stop whining, react, crazy one, snap out of it
You're not a baby anymore
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Will anyone wanna know?
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Or is nobody interested in what I've got to say?
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Am I a fraud? Well, we'll see soon enough
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I'm sure I'm on the verge of losing my mind