My head's gonna explode
I'm tired, I've been tired for so long
I've been battling time for a while
And I can't get anything done
I wanted to hate you, wanted to manage to feel mad at you
Missing you wears me out, your mockery
Your fake flag pisses me off
What a hypocrite, where's the pause button?
It's so much acting it's making me nauseous
Enough, it's making me nauseous
Watched, they count my steps
They follow the herd, f*ck whoever thinks it's funny
I scream in my head, the voice comes out scratched
And I don't do it 'cause others want me to
F*ck, I'm freaking out from irritation
What am I doing spitting this rhyme?
I couldn't give up on myself anymore
I swear I did everything I could
But I thank you for everything I lived and saw with you
It made me who I am today
Am or seem a little, kinda far away
And even if the city doesn't want
You to remember, keep
What was left of us, I've got today
Girl, it's getting really late
Your alarm's going off, you've got stuff to do
Stop whining, react, crazy one, snap out of it
You're not a baby anymore
Will anyone wanna know?
Or is nobody interested in what I've got to say?
Am I a fraud? Well, we'll see soon enough
I'm sure I'm on the verge of losing my mind