If I had to tell you
All the space it can take in the heart
Every time I disguise myself
Everything I've gained and all my mistakes
Standing tall when there's nobody left
It's worth everything you give me
And when I don't know what to do anymore
I try to find myself but I can't
I try and I look for the words
To tell you I'm cold
I try to scream again but I don't hear myself
I try to find myself but I don't know
How to, how to
If I had to tell you
That you carry all this with me
My most beautiful memories
The latest ones like the very first times
And you know I didn't expect it
It's you in my smile
And that's for sure when I don't recognize myself
Even when I don't know what to do anymore
I try to find myself but I can't
I try and I look for the words
To tell you I'm cold
I try to scream again but I don't hear myself
I try to find myself but I don't know
How to, how to
I try to find myself but I can't
I try and I look for the words
To tell you I'm cold
I try to scream again but I don't hear myself
I try to find myself but I don't know
How to, how to