Even though I know that heaven doesn't exist
I believed in what you promised
I was scared and you held me
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You comforted me and then you f*cked me
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What you did to me was criminal
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I watered the flower and you polished it
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I was metal and you rusted me
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You blamed me and then you left
I didn't want to be the first
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Nor the love of your life either
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I was your friend, I was your advisor
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I let myself go and it wasn't worth it, no
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Where are you? How are you doing?
I wonder if I'm still alone
Your memory won't go away
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It's not the time for you to come back now
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Where are you? How are you doing?
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I wonder if I'm still alone
Your memory won't go away
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It's not the time for you to come back now
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How do I explain that it wasn't because of you?
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How do I explain it if you're not here?
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I promised you heaven and it didn't make sense
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Because in reality we were already there
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But she goes, she goes, she goes
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Knowing that she longs for what she leaves behind
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Because she will leave, will leave, will leave
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Just because I never knew how to explain myself
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You are like the wind and I don't breathe you anymore
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We were never slow, it's just there was no path
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I'm with nobody, and you're only with me
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We cut ourselves and even so we grew
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I didn't want to be the first
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Nor the love of your life either
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I was your friend, I was your advisor
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I let myself go and it wasn't worth it, no
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Where are you? How are you doing?
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I wonder if I'm still alone
Your memory won't go away
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It's not the time for you to come back now
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Where are you? How are you doing?
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I wonder if I'm still alone
Your memory won't go away
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It's not the time for you to come back now
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Now that I'm not here you want to change
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That's why don't come back, I don't trust anymore
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When you're close I only feel cold
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I'll cry my sorrows, I'll jump into the void
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I'll get through this but not with you
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I didn't want to be the first
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Nor the love of your life either
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I was your friend, I was your advisor
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I let myself go and it wasn't worth it, no
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Where are you? How are you doing?
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I wonder if I'm still alone
Your memory won't go away
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It's not the time for you to come back now
_____
Where are you? How are you doing?
I wonder if I'm still alone
Your memory won't go away
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It's not the time for you to come back now