Even though I know that heaven doesn't exist
I believed in what you promised
I was scared and you held me
You comforted me and then you f*cked me
What you did to me was criminal
I watered the flower and you polished it
I was metal and you rusted me
You blamed me and then you left
I didn't want to be the first
Nor the love of your life either
I was your friend, I was your advisor
I let myself go and it wasn't worth it, no
Where are you? How are you doing?
I wonder if I'm still alone
Your memory won't go away
It's not the time for you to come back now
Where are you? How are you doing?
I wonder if I'm still alone
Your memory won't go away
It's not the time for you to come back now
How do I explain that it wasn't because of you?
How do I explain it if you're not here?
I promised you heaven and it didn't make sense
Because in reality we were already there
But she goes, she goes, she goes
Knowing that she longs for what she leaves behind
Because she will leave, will leave, will leave
Just because I never knew how to explain myself
You are like the wind and I don't breathe you anymore
We were never slow, it's just there was no path
I'm with nobody, and you're only with me
We cut ourselves and even so we grew
I didn't want to be the first
Nor the love of your life either
I was your friend, I was your advisor
I let myself go and it wasn't worth it, no
Where are you? How are you doing?
I wonder if I'm still alone
Your memory won't go away
It's not the time for you to come back now
Where are you? How are you doing?
I wonder if I'm still alone
Your memory won't go away
It's not the time for you to come back now
Now that I'm not here you want to change
That's why don't come back, I don't trust anymore
When you're close I only feel cold
I'll cry my sorrows, I'll jump into the void
I'll get through this but not with you
I didn't want to be the first
Nor the love of your life either
I was your friend, I was your advisor
I let myself go and it wasn't worth it, no
Where are you? How are you doing?
I wonder if I'm still alone
Your memory won't go away
It's not the time for you to come back now
Where are you? How are you doing?
I wonder if I'm still alone
Your memory won't go away
It's not the time for you to come back now