Because I want to feel that I'm alive
Ay, ay, ay, fill the void
Because I can't take it anymore
You have me so confused
Because I want to feel that I'm alive
Ay, ay, ay, fill the void
Because I can't take it anymore
You have me so confused
I need the warmth that you gave me
That you don't feel anything now
If you said that you loved me so much
And now you leave me alone
Tell me why? You lied to me
You felt nothing, I won't forgive it, it's gonna hurt
I'm gonna try to drink the pain away
I'm gonna pull you out of my heart
You hurt me so much that you can't imagine
The dagger in my chest that I carry today
I suffer because of my bad luck
How it hurts not to have you
Not to see you, I want to hug you
But how nice it was to meet you
I'm suffering because I don't see you
I don't know what burden makes me feel like an inmate
I was up high, I fell, and hard
You don't write me anymore, I don't read you anymore
Life makes no sense to me anymore
Since you're gone I haven't quit drinking
I've been hurting since you left
How the f*ck does this wound close
Because I want to feel that I'm alive
Ay, ay, ay, fill the void
Because I can't take it anymore
You have me so confused
Because I want to feel that I'm alive
Ay, ay, ay, fill the void
Because I can't take it anymore
You have me so confused
Since you're no longer here I feel lonely
You left me with a broken heart
I don't write you anymore, I miss you so much
I want you, girl, to come back to my side
Now that I smoke I feel kinda weird
I miss your kisses, your scoldings too
I want you to know that a few days ago
I found myself lost in the booze
In a cantina I saw your friends
I asked her how you were doing
They didn't answer, they laughed
It'll be hard to go back to the past
Now I'm another man, now I've changed
I carry it ready to pop off everywhere
I want you to know that I haven't forgotten you
Because I want to feel that I'm alive
Ay, ay, ay, fill the void
Because I can't take it anymore
You have me so confused
Because I want to feel that I'm alive
Ay, ay, ay, fill the void
Because I can't take it anymore
You have me so confused
San Luis, Colorado, Sonora, old man