Looking to find her North
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Making a wish at eleven eleven
With a tear she asked him
That she didn't want life
God that he not abandon her
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That there's nothing wrong with thinking
And seeing herself different
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That life is short and that it doesn't matter
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That what matters is what you feel
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And that the blows make you strong
Even if it doesn't feel like that
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And sadly they criticize because she goes against the current
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They see her as a waning moon, when in truth she's a waxing moon
And Xanax doesn't solve it
She got tired of being in debt
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Of having it all and yet nothing
And at the same time nothing
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She got tired of being in debt
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Of having it all and yet nothing
And at the same time nothing
That she didn't want life
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God that he not abandon her
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That there's nothing wrong with thinking
And seeing herself different
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That life is short and that it doesn't matter
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That what matters is what you feel
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And that the blows make you strong
Even if it doesn't feel like that
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Even if it doesn't feel like that
Even if it doesn't feel like that
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Even though not, even though not, even though not
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In the moment it doesn't feel like that
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The good, the good is yet to come
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But now she understands
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That there's nothing wrong with thinking
And seeing herself different
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That life is short and that it doesn't matter
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That what matters is what you feel
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And that the blows make you strong
Even if it doesn't feel like that