For a while now I've been talking to my pillow
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That maybe I really am a burden to you
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It's been a while that I don't believe anything anymore
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And I've noticed your smile somewhat tired
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With the days the moments pile up
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That we lost for trying to be sincere
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And even if you don't believe me I think that I still believe you
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And even if you don't love me I think that I still love you
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And I, lost in the confusion
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Of not knowing if yes or if no
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I, that have been your worst mistake
I'm left with the feeling
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Of not having things clear
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I've touched with my fingertips
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That heaven that you promise with your kisses
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Like a child I believed all your stories
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And even if you understand me I no longer understand you
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Only the memories of that winter remain
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That we spent burying feelings
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And even if you don't believe me I think that I still believe you
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And even if you don't love me I think that I still love you
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And I, lost in the confusion
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Of not knowing if yes or if no
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I, that have been your worst mistake
I'm left with the feeling
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Of not having things clear
The bitterness of your voice
The bad one between the two of us
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And nothing happens if I turn off the light
And I search and you're not there
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If time didn't say goodbye to us
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I, lost in the confusion
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Of not knowing if yes or if no
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I'm dodging your glances
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I, that have been your worst mistake
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I'm left with the feeling
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Of not having things clear