It's been a long time that I've been thinking about it and I don't know anything about myself
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Because people ask me and I don't even know what to say
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I don't want to lie to anybody, but I didn't expect to be here
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And I open up in the notebook that I can't even write in
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It might hurt and I'll regret it, but I no longer know how to feel
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That I'm not afraid of anything, but I didn't expect to be here
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Night after night, I start thinking
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If this has started, it has to end
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I look at the mirror and I don't know what to look at
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I may have become who I used to hate
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I'm growing though not learning to love myself a little more
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With my head spinning though I don't know how to stop myself
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I have no perception of time, but at least I'm still here
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Night after night, I start thinking
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If this has started, it has to end
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I look at the mirror and I don't know what to look at
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I may have become who I used to hate
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I look at the mirror and I don't know what to look at
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I may have become who I used to hate
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Night after night, I start thinking
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If this has started, it has to end
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I look at the mirror and I don't know what to look at
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I may have become who I used to hate