If you wanna take me out, you die
To be better than yesterday
Nothing guarantees I'll make it
Nothing guarantees my reason
I feel too close to the fire
I've known you a long time
This close to cutting ties
This close to cutting yours
If you betray me and threaten
A dish best served frozen
This close to coming back strapped
We'll see about my career
Like a hustler from the struggle
This close to getting revenge
This close to spilling blood
This close to finding them
This close to lifting them
I'm this close to putting them down
Everything I've worked for
To catching a heavy sentence
Mom doesn't know it's going bad
I'm this close to snapping
Me, go see a shrink?
You ever seen a Black dude
About shooting into the crowd
In the name of the outcasts and pariahs
I come from the proletariat
You get smoked by a scumbag
No witness, no case if you're not filmed
All your folks will have left
One fist, six to kill an Arab
For soldiers from the projects
I'm this close to leaving this country
That has nothing but contempt for us
They don't like what I believe
Students don't have enough
High schools without heating
I'm this close to leaving this country
They don't like what I believe
Under the riot cops' boots
I'm this close to punching the sheriff
To leaving my ride on the beltway
To setting the hood on fire
To putting on a yellow vest
About shooting into the crowd
I won't hesitate if I don't have a choice
There's a Demba asleep inside me
All my youth, I defied the State
In the name of the outcasts and pariahs
I come from the proletariat