Life goes on, same lies, it seems
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A double-edged blade that always hurts me
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Pretty in the window, so nobody notices
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We know, but nobody notices
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And this elephant in the room that nobody talks about
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And this invisible wall that seems a fortress
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Sometimes, almost always, it turns into a crossroads
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And slowly this weight becomes a thousand-ton load
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The wound aches in my chest and nobody knows
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That here is a place I don't belong
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Under the rug, the truth
I wished I wanted to stay
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But I gotta leave, you know?
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That's it, I guess I admit it
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It was comfy to paralyze myself
But I've changed the record
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Someone who won't blame old traumas to mistreat me
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That's it, I guess I admit it
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It was comfy to paralyze myself
But I've changed the record
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I'm grown and I deserve
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Someone who won't blame old traumas to mistreat me
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And this elephant in the room that nobody talks about
_____
And this invisible wall that seems a fortress
_____
Sometimes, almost always, it turns into a crossroads
_____
And slowly this weight becomes a thousand-ton load
_____
Ah, the wound aches in my chest and nobody knows
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That here is a place I don't belong
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Under the rug, the truth
I wished I wanted to stay
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But I gotta leave, you know?
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That's it, I guess I admit it
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It was comfy to paralyze myself
But I've changed the record
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Someone who won't blame old traumas to mistreat me, no
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That's it, I guess I admit it
_____
It was comfy to paralyze myself
But I've changed the record
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I'm grown and I deserve
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Someone who won't blame old traumas to mistreat me, no
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That's it, I guess I admit it
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It was comfy to paralyze myself
But I've changed the record
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Someone who won't blame old traumas to mistreat me