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What two ice fish last
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In a whiskey on the rocks
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Or smashing a glass of jealousy on myself
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Like nobody's dog barking
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She left me a toiletry bag of grievances
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In that thing that before, the bad one was me
I wanted to love her, love her
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She left my heart skin and bones
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To the curse of the drawer without her clothes
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To the perdition of the cocktail bars
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To the bargain-bin and streetcorner Cinderellas
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And, through those taverns of Fino Laina
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Paying the bills of soulless people
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That lose their calm with cocaine
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Squandering the purse and life
I went on, little by little
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So as not to overwhelm Maria with flowers
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So as not to besiege her with my anthology
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Of cold sheets and empty bedrooms
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So as not to buy her with costume jewelry
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Nor be the puppet that goes on pilgrimage
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With the brotherhood of the Holy Reproach
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That I took long to learn to forget her
She said hello and goodbye
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And, the slam sounded like a sign
I suspect that, like that
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She took revenge through forgetting
No, I don't ask forgiveness
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For what? if she is going to forgive me
Because she doesn't care anymore
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She always had her brow very high
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Like old shoes are abandoned
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She smashed the lenses of my distance glasses
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She pulled her living portrait out of the mirror
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And I was such a bullfighter through the alleyways
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That yesterday the doorman threw me out of the casino
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I would deny the Holy Sacrament
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So as not to overwhelm Maria with flowers
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So as not to besiege her with my anthology
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Of cold sheets and empty bedrooms
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So as not to buy her with costume jewelry
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Nor be the puppet that goes on pilgrimage
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With the brotherhood of the Holy Reproach
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That I took long to learn to forget her
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To the perdition of the cocktail bars
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To the bargain-bin and streetcorner Cinderellas