What two ice fish last
In a whiskey on the rocks
Or smashing a glass of jealousy on myself
Like nobody's dog barking
She left me a toiletry bag of grievances
In that thing that before, the bad one was me
I wanted to love her, love her
She left my heart skin and bones
To the curse of the drawer without her clothes
To the perdition of the cocktail bars
To the bargain-bin and streetcorner Cinderellas
And, through those taverns of Fino Laina
Paying the bills of soulless people
That lose their calm with cocaine
Squandering the purse and life
I went on, little by little
So as not to overwhelm Maria with flowers
So as not to besiege her with my anthology
Of cold sheets and empty bedrooms
So as not to buy her with costume jewelry
Nor be the puppet that goes on pilgrimage
With the brotherhood of the Holy Reproach
That I took long to learn to forget her
She said hello and goodbye
And, the slam sounded like a sign
I suspect that, like that
She took revenge through forgetting
No, I don't ask forgiveness
For what? if she is going to forgive me
Because she doesn't care anymore
She always had her brow very high
Like old shoes are abandoned
She smashed the lenses of my distance glasses
She pulled her living portrait out of the mirror
And I was such a bullfighter through the alleyways
That yesterday the doorman threw me out of the casino
I would deny the Holy Sacrament
So as not to overwhelm Maria with flowers
So as not to besiege her with my anthology
Of cold sheets and empty bedrooms
So as not to buy her with costume jewelry
Nor be the puppet that goes on pilgrimage
With the brotherhood of the Holy Reproach
That I took long to learn to forget her
To the perdition of the cocktail bars
To the bargain-bin and streetcorner Cinderellas