I don't want to love you
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And now without you my time is left over
I downloaded Tinder again
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I only like the ones that look like you
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How do I fix something that constantly goes wrong?
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No matter how much I change, this won't change
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Tell me how it is that you manage to be better without me
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I try to forget that I only know how to love you
And it's not that I can't
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But even if I have options, I'd choose you again
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Tell me how it is that you manage to be better without me
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I try to forget that you keep on with your life
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I'm still here, blaming myself like this
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For one day loving you more than I loved myself
Even if I go out with another
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I'm still saving your side of the bed
I hate that it's like this
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I wish I could make you believe that everything's going well for me
But I don't know how to lie
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It hurts more to put up with you than to let you go
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How do I fix something that constantly goes wrong?
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No matter how much I change, this won't change
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I've already gotten used to waiting for you and that's my problem
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Tell me how it is that you manage to be better without me
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I try to forget that I only know how to love you
And it's not that I can't
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But even if I have options, I'd choose you again
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Tell me how it is that you manage to be better without me
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I try to forget that you keep on with your life
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I'm still here, blaming myself like this
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For one day loving you more than I loved myself