LYRICS GAME

A story, an uphill climb

A road, a pencil

A microphone, a handshake with blood between our fingers

May God damn us

I feel the imprint of a carved cross

With boiling oil on my forehead

A bastard soul, a blind conviction

A refuge, a glance, a search for attention

Teetering between deep hate and redemption

I chose the bliss of eternal damnation

Hey you know I wasted too much time

Who knows if you’ve found it again

Some say branded, some say stained

The only indelible thing is a fixed fate

You looked for comfort in a twisted man

But fate is mocking and breath is already short

For us there’s no cure, no medicine

If I still feel lonely when you’re close to me

Conscience dry-cleans with an ice-cold shower of blood

I’m so lost I can’t find myself anymore

Nothing comes from nothing, I’m sure of it

My ambition has far outgrown my talent

If I could erase all evil I’d drink it like absinthe

Tonight

And so many times I wanted to scream

But I stayed silent

Thinking about the things I lost

Imagining it was different

I haven’t looked at myself in the mirror for months

It’s been a while I suspect that inside the reflection

There’s that mask they put on me

Like an alien trying to get home

I aim at the stars and I’m halfway there

As a kid I was happy when it snowed

Now it blocks traffic, ruins the day

In the middle of a crowd of cheering voices

Having a radar and hearing only that lonely one that slanders

Fame then has neither use nor weight

When you watch the one you love leave in an ambulance

So I said sorry to the sky

For my whole life

While the nurse stuck the tubes into her arms

And I prayed God take the money, my bike and my career

But don’t take my girl away

And in a single instant truly get what matters

Realize in time that nobody lives forever

When it’s Sunday at home hungover

Instead of going to visit grandma

Now I miss that sweet life

I bitterly regret it, because

When you run to win you don’t see what you lose

Your mom calls the office, you answer

In a rush and on edge

Between those way ahead and those who show up late

Anyway nobody’s on time

I wanna cut the rope more than I wanna cut the finish line

If I could erase all evil I’d drink it like absinthe

Tonight

And so many times I wanted to scream

But I stayed silent

Thinking about the things I lost

Imagining it was different

I haven’t looked at myself in the mirror for months

It’s been a while I suspect that inside the reflection

There’s that mask they put on me

Lighter than ash

We fly away if the wind blows strong

More precious than a diamond that

Turns into light when it’s night outside

I turn into light if it’s night outside