And it's that I don't know
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Sometimes I was out there crazy
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I smoked so much weed that one day I got lost
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Nothing mattered to me anymore because my day was gray
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That's why I did drugs, because that way I was happy
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Sometimes I was out there crazy
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I smoked so much weed that one day I got lost
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Nothing mattered to me anymore because my day was gray
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That's why I did drugs, because that way I was happy
And smoking I already lost myself
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My heart is already really gray
In my room, tripping hard
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I feel trapped in this sh*t
Help, that I want to get out
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And now I don't have anybody, no
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I feel that I'm dying here in this hell, really
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I feel that my head already blew up
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But I don't give a f*ck, I keep putting sh*t in
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Damn it, damn curse, I can't quit it
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If I smoke it, honestly I'll want more
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Yeah, I want just another dose for the rapper
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To make myself crazy wild like I always want
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And I lead an evil, wicked life
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Crazy life between weed and methamphetamines
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Came from the crazies who hang on the corner
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I want another kiss from Cristi, she's my medicine
Even though she pollutes my body
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But she takes away the sadness, doesn't make me get depressed
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Even though she pollutes my body
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But she takes away the sadness, doesn't make me get depressed
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Sometimes I was out there crazy
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I smoked so much weed that one day I got lost
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Nothing mattered to me anymore because my day was gray
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That's why I did drugs, because that way I was happy
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Sometimes I was out there crazy
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I smoked so much weed that one day I got lost
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Nothing mattered to me anymore because my day was gray
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That's why I did drugs, because that way I was happy
I didn't care about anything
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I chose to smoke it, my life was bad
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I have thousands of memories, bro, that drag me to the f*ck
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And I don't know, dawn no longer existed
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Inside my mind voices tell me that I should never stop coughing
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Can't you see that I ruined my soul
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It was the damn drugs, because of them I wrecked the family
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And you know, my buddy, I don't regret it
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What's the use of mourning if I didn't step away in time
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Those nights so dark, the wind blows slowly
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Inside I'm very sad, outside you see me happy
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Honestly I'm not lying when I say that I couldn't escape
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A demon in my room started to chat with me
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He tells me that I should smoke myself so that I won't suffer anymore
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That it doesn't matter what I do, that I could never change
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The truth is I have no excuses, bro, to tell anyone
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One gets hooked, it was only my fault, I lost
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Nowadays I don't go out and I don't think I'm going to go out
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I ask God for forgiveness for all the harm I committed
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Sometimes I was out there crazy
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I smoked so much weed that one day I got lost
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Nothing mattered to me anymore because my day was gray
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That's why I did drugs, because that way I was happy
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Sometimes I was out there crazy
_____
I smoked so much weed that one day I got lost
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Nothing mattered to me anymore because my day was gray
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That's why I did drugs, because that way I was happy