And it's that I don't know
Sometimes I was out there crazy
I smoked so much weed that one day I got lost
Nothing mattered to me anymore because my day was gray
That's why I did drugs, because that way I was happy
Sometimes I was out there crazy
I smoked so much weed that one day I got lost
Nothing mattered to me anymore because my day was gray
That's why I did drugs, because that way I was happy
And smoking I already lost myself
My heart is already really gray
In my room, tripping hard
I feel trapped in this sh*t
Help, that I want to get out
And now I don't have anybody, no
I feel that I'm dying here in this hell, really
I feel that my head already blew up
But I don't give a f*ck, I keep putting sh*t in
Damn it, damn curse, I can't quit it
If I smoke it, honestly I'll want more
Yeah, I want just another dose for the rapper
To make myself crazy wild like I always want
And I lead an evil, wicked life
Crazy life between weed and methamphetamines
Came from the crazies who hang on the corner
I want another kiss from Cristi, she's my medicine
Even though she pollutes my body
But she takes away the sadness, doesn't make me get depressed
Even though she pollutes my body
But she takes away the sadness, doesn't make me get depressed
Sometimes I was out there crazy
I smoked so much weed that one day I got lost
Nothing mattered to me anymore because my day was gray
That's why I did drugs, because that way I was happy
Sometimes I was out there crazy
I smoked so much weed that one day I got lost
Nothing mattered to me anymore because my day was gray
That's why I did drugs, because that way I was happy
I didn't care about anything
I chose to smoke it, my life was bad
I have thousands of memories, bro, that drag me to the f*ck
And I don't know, dawn no longer existed
Inside my mind voices tell me that I should never stop coughing
Can't you see that I ruined my soul
It was the damn drugs, because of them I wrecked the family
And you know, my buddy, I don't regret it
What's the use of mourning if I didn't step away in time
Those nights so dark, the wind blows slowly
Inside I'm very sad, outside you see me happy
Honestly I'm not lying when I say that I couldn't escape
A demon in my room started to chat with me
He tells me that I should smoke myself so that I won't suffer anymore
That it doesn't matter what I do, that I could never change
The truth is I have no excuses, bro, to tell anyone
One gets hooked, it was only my fault, I lost
Nowadays I don't go out and I don't think I'm going to go out
I ask God for forgiveness for all the harm I committed
Sometimes I was out there crazy
I smoked so much weed that one day I got lost
Nothing mattered to me anymore because my day was gray
That's why I did drugs, because that way I was happy
Sometimes I was out there crazy
I smoked so much weed that one day I got lost
Nothing mattered to me anymore because my day was gray
That's why I did drugs, because that way I was happy