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that I don't know how to leave anymore
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if I let go, you drag me
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and now I don't wanna anymore
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I like the chaos you bring me
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and now I don't wanna anymore
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I like the chaos you bring me
I've already forbidden myself
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from asking forgiveness, sabotaging myself, risking it, trying to redeem myself
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if I let go, you drag me
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and now I don't wanna anymore
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I like the chaos you bring me
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and now I don't wanna anymore
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I like the chaos you bring me
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tell me which bar you're at
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how am I gonna get back home?
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tell me which bar, I'll look for you
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when I let go you drag me
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and now I don't wanna anymore
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I like the chaos you bring me
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and now I don't wanna anymore
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I like the chaos you bring me
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and now I don't wanna anymore
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and now I don't wanna anymore
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and now I don't wanna anymore