I'm tired of trying to convince myself
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Finding explanations for what I did
In July, I became someone else
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That's what you always say
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I called it revenge, payback, anger
I did it because I wanted to
That, otherwise, I'd disappear
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I apologized when I shouldn't have
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In fact, I wanted and could've done more
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I should've done more
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You should know, betrayals are way more subtle
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Look, my love, I just wanted to be happy
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It was loyal from one port to another
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I just wanted to live a little
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Like you did, like you did
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And I wanted to know, yeah
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I did it because I felt
That, otherwise, I'd disappear
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I don't need to tell you