For a day or two
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Then you didn't waste time
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Before telling everyone
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What your buddies kept
Probably everything but love
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Never counting anything
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I didn't want to either
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But you only listen to yourself
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I just wanted to get that right
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But even that you don't want
I force myself not to think
About everything you wrecked
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My deepest fears
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That you liked to bring back out
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To see if it hurt me
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Nights spent lying to me
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You'd spent the night partying
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I didn't want to either
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But you only listen to yourself
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I just wanted to get that right
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I smoked too many cigarettes
And now I'm thinking of you
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Coming home from having a drink
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With girls you don't know
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I think I'd like that guy
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But of course I won't go
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He's probably hiding a heavy secret
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Or why would he want me
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You wanted to make me feel
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I loved you, you'd love me
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And I can't fix it all
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I loved you, you'd love me
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I quit cigarettes
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And I'm not afraid of you anymore
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I started partying again
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Stopped being scared of myself
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You wanted to make me leave
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There's always a new path
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I hadn't seen inside me
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We heal one trauma at a time
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Why aren't there medals
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But you only listen to yourself
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I didn't want to either
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But you make me pathetic
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But you make me pathetic
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I didn't want to either
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But you make me pathetic
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(But you make me pathetic