Then you didn't waste time
Before telling everyone
What your buddies kept
Probably everything but love
Never counting anything
I didn't want to either
But you only listen to yourself
I just wanted to get that right
But even that you don't want
I force myself not to think
About everything you wrecked
My deepest fears
That you liked to bring back out
To see if it hurt me
First song on stage
You'd spent the night partying
I didn't want to either
But you only listen to yourself
I just wanted to get that right
I smoked too many cigarettes
And now I'm thinking of you
Coming home from having a drink
With girls you don't know
I think I'd like that guy
But of course I won't go
He's probably hiding a heavy secret
Or why would he want me
You wanted to make me feel
I loved you, you'd love me
And I can't fix it all
I loved you, you'd love me
I quit cigarettes
And I'm not afraid of you anymore
I started partying again
Stopped being scared of myself
You wanted to make me leave
There's always a new path
We heal one trauma at a time
Why aren't there medals
I didn't want to either
But you only listen to yourself
I didn't want to either
I didn't want to either
I didn't want to either
(But you make me pathetic