Outside it's night and I go out
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To feel the cold wind
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And talk to you about me, talk to you about me
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And twenty-three years aren't much for thousands of euros
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For millions of streams, but it's what I wanted
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I came home from school with a new verse
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I rehearsed it like I was at the Opera House
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No filters, not like the stories
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Where every flaw shines in the sunlight
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In front of ten people I wanted attention
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But you can't die of a heart attack if you don't feel your heart
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And you can't go back because it's all black
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I was the one who wanted to be chosen
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But now it's not so nice, I couldn't have known
Outside it's night and I go out
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To feel the cold wind
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And talk to you about me, talk to you about me
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In a sad, abandoned parking lot, dark and empty
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Just like me, just like me
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I miss the lightness of those days
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When I drowned my thoughts in dreams
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I devoured the nights with you
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You were my shield with nothing
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And I signed big contracts
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And no signature made me any better
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And I could stay with a thousand women, but
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None would make me any more a man
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And I need love but not the one on socials
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That makes me feel more normal
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I prefer boredom if fame swallows me
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And the night is my second mother
I couldn't find the words
Outside it's night and I go out
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To feel the cold wind
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And talk to you about me, talk to you about me
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In a sad, abandoned, dark and empty parking lot
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Just like me, just like me