Bro, you see me now? My bullshit is over
I've struggled for so long, you call it luck
Told me 'Grind!', like 'Get a girl'
I'm going to make it, but I don't know how
You don't know how, but trust me I do
I've said a lot of things I completely regretted
I've suppressed my anxiety, been so f*cked up
We'll make it together, we're playing a game
What do you mean game? What's in your head?
All the fake medals, I thought we were two halves
Bro you missed that detail
What detail? Bro, I do everything
Will you forget everything I've said?
'We're gonna be big' is just talk
You don't give a sh*t about me and you don't give a sh*t about anything
How can you lie awake at night?
You don't know me that way, huh?
None of the darkest places
'Cause I regret all those promises
That we made, that we've written in the lyrics
'Cause that's our problem
I'd never admit it
I do what I want, I promise you that
He talks about getting help for his problems
What problems when his brain is f*cked up?
If he only knew, he would see
He needs to calm down now
Took everything there was, took almost everything
He'll soon burn his last chance
Don't know what he's said, don't believe everything
He lies so much his brain is
We used to hang, the bond was strong
I believed in him, I believed in everything
Traded it away for a piece of hash
Should've never ever said sh*t
How can you lie awake at night?
You don't know me that way, huh?
None of the darkest places
'Cause I regret all those promises
That we made, that we've written in the lyrics
'Cause that's our problem
I'd never admit it
Do you remember all the things we said?
'If you jump, I jump.'
Are you like even in my life?
We talk sometimes and we know how it gets
Do I remember? Of course I remember
A big part of me will always be yours
Am I here? I'm standing here
But now I'm going my own way
For things, things I've said that have kept me awake
Words I've regretted, I left them behind
Everything under the surface, we should just deal with it
Do you remember like I remember?
Or miss it like I do?
'Cause I think about you often and I just want to go back
How can you lie awake at night?
You don't know me that way, huh?
None of the darkest places
'Cause I regret all those promises
That we made, that we've written in the lyrics
'Cause that's our problem
I'd never admit it
If we walk together, everything will go right
But how can you say things?
Back to the question that's like always been asked
But how can you say things?
We're talking about the tears that were never shed
How can you lie awake at night?
You don't know me that way, huh?
None of the darkest places
'Cause I regret all those promises
That we made, that we've written in the lyrics
'Cause that's our problem
I'd never admit it