First I lost some friends
Then I lost you too
Yet God knows that in my life
You make the rain and the sunshine
I don't know how to catch them anymore
Of course I'd like to tear myself away
From solitude's arms that wrapped me too often
I don't know how I'm gonna do it, no
I'm watching my own funeral
I want somebody to give me better days
Cause there's nothing ahead or behind, no
I don't know how I'm gonna do it, no
I swear I'll get out of this
Pain, I'd rather laugh at it
Anyway there's nothing to say
Soon I'll get out of my bed
Goodbye lovely melancholy
I don't want you in my life anymore
You've hung around in my eyes too long
My eyes, tattooed by sleepless nights
And it's the snowball effect
That brings me back into your arms
It's been ages since I lost spring
I don't really know what's waiting for me
I don't know how I'm gonna do it, no
I'm watching my own funeral
I don't need flowers
I want somebody to give me better days
Cause there's nothing ahead or behind, no
I don't know how I'm gonna do it, no
I swear I'll get out of this
Pain, I'd rather laugh at it
Anyway there's nothing to say
Forgive me if I let you down
I'm dressing my wounds one by one
And all that time that I sowed
And all those words that stunned me
I move forward hurt but without hard feelings
I don't know how I'm gonna do it, no
I'm watching my own funeral
I don't know how I'm gonna do it, no
I swear I'll get out of this
Pain, I'd rather laugh at it
Anyway there's nothing to say
I don't know how I'm gonna do it, no
I don't know how I'm gonna do it
I don't know how I'm gonna do it, no
I don't know how I'm gonna do it