LEARN LYRICS

First I lost some friends

I lost time

Then I lost you too

Yet God knows that in my life

You make the rain and the sunshine

I don't know how to catch them anymore

The hands held out to me

Of course I'd like to tear myself away

From solitude's arms that wrapped me too often

If my heart is glass

How can I see through

Honestly

I don't even know myself

What I feel

I don't know how I'm gonna do it, no

I'm watching my own funeral

I don't need flowers

I want somebody to give me better days

Cause there's nothing ahead or behind, no

I don't know how I'm gonna do it, no

I swear I'll get out of this

Pain, I'd rather laugh at it

Anyway there's nothing to say

So I wear it proudly

Soon I'll get out of my bed

To walk a bit

Goodbye lovely melancholy

I don't want you in my life anymore

You've hung around in my eyes too long

My eyes, tattooed by sleepless nights

Close up for you

Memories in an avalanche

And it's the snowball effect

That brings me back into your arms

My heart's in winter

It's been ages since I lost spring

I don't really know what's waiting for me

I don't know how I'm gonna do it, no

I'm watching my own funeral

I don't need flowers

I want somebody to give me better days

Cause there's nothing ahead or behind, no

I don't know how I'm gonna do it, no

I swear I'll get out of this

Pain, I'd rather laugh at it

Anyway there's nothing to say

So I wear it proudly

Forgive me if I let you down

Forgive me, I was raw

I'm dressing my wounds one by one

And all that time that I sowed

And all those words that stunned me

I move forward hurt but without hard feelings

I don't know how I'm gonna do it, no

I'm watching my own funeral

I don't know how I'm gonna do it, no

I swear I'll get out of this

Pain, I'd rather laugh at it

Anyway there's nothing to say

So I wear it proudly

I don't know how I'm gonna do it, no

I don't know how I'm gonna do it

I don't know how I'm gonna do it, no

I don't know how I'm gonna do it