I haven't been out in weeks
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I'm scared to bump into you on the street
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I post a few selfies on my story
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I delete them as soon as you've seen them
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I act like I've got loads of friends
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Like I'm living in luxury
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While I cry alone in my bed
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Every time I see you on the bus
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I haven't reached the stage
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Where I'd tell you I'm stable
And that my heart, still intact
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Is ready to take more bullets
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I haven't reached the stage
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Everything I feel, face to face
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Without being scared she'd break me
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Anyway I never liked it
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I'm gonna do big things
That I already know how to love
That'll stay on my computer
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And then it'll surely become a hit
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And deep down it'll all be your fault
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I'll string concerts together
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And for the first time I'll have reached
The stage where I'd tell you
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And that my heart, still intact
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Is ready to take more bullets
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I haven't reached the stage
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Where I'd tell a woman
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Everything I feel, face to face
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Without being scared she'd break me
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I could've brought you on stage
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You would've signed autographs, yeah
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We would've gone around the Earth
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To dodge the photographers
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Five-star hotel every night
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You would've done everything, even movies
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But honest, that won't happen
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Because finally, for the first time
I'll have reached the stage
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Where I'd tell you I'm stable
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And that my heart, still intact
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Is ready to take more bullets
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I haven't reached the stage
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Where I'd tell a woman
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Everything I feel, face to face
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She'd break my heart
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Cry in two weeks
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But I'll act like nothing's wrong
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Like I don't hurt anymore
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Where I can enjoy the life I live
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The one where you're not in my head anymore
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And I'm not in yours
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Maybe I still love you a bit
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But I'll act like nothing's wrong
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Like I don't hurt anymore