I haven't been out in weeks
I'm scared to bump into you on the street
I post a few selfies on my story
I delete them as soon as you've seen them
I act like I've got loads of friends
Like I'm living in luxury
While I cry alone in my bed
Every time I see you on the bus
I haven't reached the stage
Where I'd tell you I'm stable
And that my heart, still intact
Is ready to take more bullets
I haven't reached the stage
Everything I feel, face to face
Without being scared she'd break me
You can keep my hoodie
Anyway I never liked it
I'm gonna do big things
That I already know how to love
That'll stay on my computer
I get up from my bed
To a record label
And then it'll surely become a hit
And deep down it'll all be your fault
I'll string concerts together
And for the first time I'll have reached
The stage where I'd tell you
And that my heart, still intact
Is ready to take more bullets
I haven't reached the stage
Everything I feel, face to face
Without being scared she'd break me
I could've brought you on stage
You would've signed autographs, yeah
We would've gone around the Earth
To dodge the photographers
Five-star hotel every night
You would've done everything, even movies
But honest, that won't happen
Because finally, for the first time
I'll have reached the stage
Where I'd tell you I'm stable
And that my heart, still intact
Is ready to take more bullets
I haven't reached the stage
Everything I feel, face to face
She'd break my heart
Cry in two weeks
But I'll act like nothing's wrong
Like I don't hurt anymore
Where I can enjoy the life I live
The one where you're not in my head anymore
And I'm not in yours
Maybe I still love you a bit
But I'll act like nothing's wrong
Like I don't hurt anymore