Since you're not here, you've become my longing
I smell your skin and I feel your kisses
Like the day you were torn from my chest
You left the bullet of a Smith & Wesson
I look at the ocean and I start to think
About that little body all covered in salt
And why at night I say your name when I pray
When I was going to care for you like an angel
It's been a year and I don't see you
The memories were left on video
No hard feelings, I wish you the best
If you're not here, I don't even party anymore
I moved houses but didn't change the couch
The same one where we used to watch TV
I want to think something better will come
But at forgetting you, I'm the worst
Another day I'm talking about you drunk
How am I gonna make it through this summer without you?
Another day I think of you, I want you in my arms
Another day I'm happy, but inside I miss you