I had the best of everything
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I didn't need anything else or anyone
I deprived myself so much
Pain seems to rip me apart
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No matter how much I try to pull away
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It stormed my poor heart without mercy
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I'll never be free again
I don't know what to expect anymore
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It brought a new world
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And I can't go back anymore
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Only the dark night is left to me
I learned that's all there is
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I pretend it's here
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Even though I try to fool and delude myself
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I'll never be free again
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Someone else she found
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Only the dark night is left to me
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I don't deserve another end
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Why was she never for me
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I'm gonna live like this forever