I had the best of everything
I didn't need anything else or anyone
I deprived myself so much
Pain seems to rip me apart
No matter how much I try to pull away
It stormed my poor heart without mercy
I'll never be free again
I don't know what to expect anymore
And I can't go back anymore
Only the dark night is left to me
I learned that's all there is
I pretend it's here
Stole all my peace
Even though I try to fool and delude myself
I'll never be free again
Someone else she found
Only the dark night is left to me
I don't deserve another end
Why was she never for me
I'm gonna live like this forever