I, who haven't had a woman in a while
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I've always kept relationships distant
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They all want to take something I don't have
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You don't get attached to people when you're grown
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I find the fear I have of falling in love
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I pull up a cloud made of excuses
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That I make up just to not get closer
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Under your doorway you asked me if I'm up for it
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To come upstairs and it was just our first date
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At that same spot months later I give you
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Heartaches and you're sending me away saying
Now I don't wanna talk anymore
Because I don't know how to stay
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You coming down the stairs'
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In a studio on the Navigli, forty square meters
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You asked me, 'Do you believe in love?' Or if I had any wishes
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What I thought about the future or if I had real friends
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You were drunk, but you filled both our minds
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When you move you've got something no other girl has
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And I've got truths you don't want me to tell you
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If I went back you know I'd never have hurt you
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I'd have bought some rings to fill your fingers
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Then we did it hard, standing in the doorways
And I know that on the other hand
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Under your doorway you asked me if I'm up for it
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To come upstairs and it was just our first date
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At that same spot months later I give you
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Heartaches and you're sending me away saying
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Now I don't wanna talk anymore
Because I don't know how to stay
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You coming down the stairs'
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I've probably told you three thousand times
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If it'll help, I'll tell you even more
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I even think of you when I'm at the post office
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I mail letters to your blue eyes
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And I don't know if you'll let me back in
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I've got flowers in my hand and I'm embarrassed
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You laugh and stay there still watching
How beautiful you are, f*ck
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'Don't ever hurt me again
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Now I don't wanna talk anymore
Because I don't know how to stay
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You coming down the stairs and leaving