It'd be so easy if I weren't chaos
If I'm on land, I want the sea
It's been back and forth for an eternity
First I need him, then the other one more
My eyes are never satisfied
Always want what I don't have
I mix all the colors until
I never really know
I never really know
Get lost in me, decide for me
But if I want you, I don't know
Burning brightly, going up in smoke
Be there for me, then dissolve
Because my eyes are never satisfied
Always want what I don't have
I play the game until
Nobody's left to play with
I never really know
I never really know
Maybe I'll never arrive
If I can't give things up
If I can't give things up
I'll probably search my whole life
For something that can't be found
I never really know
I never really know
I never really know
I never really know