I don't want to complain from ear to ear
To check if the one who surpasses me walks away
To deny the reflection I leave in my mirror
Or harbor the grudge between my eyebrows
I don't want to keep so many secrets
Or stand facing off in a grotesque tableau
Like the Montagues and the Capulets
I don't want, at your age, to turn obsolete
Or lose my vigor, or say without rigor
That every past time was always better
Or get home upset and annoyed
I don't want to be tired of wearing myself
And even if this truth might hurt
I have to say it without pleasing anyone
But if I offend, I ask forgiveness
When I grow up, I don't want to be like you
I don't want to commit your same mistakes
Or believe that everyone is a con man
I don't want to live by your same values
Or have every day be the same as the previous ones
I don't want to be unable to control my anger
Or carry that sadness in my eyes
Wet and red, worn and loose
I don't want to resign myself to being my own scraps
Or vehemently throw the blame on others
For what is my concern and responsibility
Or get the urge to try some stupid sh*t
That I couldn't do when I was twenty-three
And even if this truth might hurt
I have to say it without pleasing anyone
But if I offend, I ask forgiveness
When I grow up I don't want to be like you
I don't want anything to bring me pleasure anymore
Or that when pain touches me, it evokes yesterday
Or look at old photos and start to cry
Or hear someone's name and begin to tremble
I don't want to lead that torn-up life
With suspicions of fraud and the shattered illusion
Or spit curses while thinking I'm Apollo
Or be bothered by being alone on a date
And though this lends itself to misinterpretation
I don't want them to think that it's just to criticize
And I hope it's just a declaration
Because even I don't know if I want anyone to want to be like me
And even if this truth might hurt
I have to say it without pleasing anyone
But if I offend, I ask forgiveness
And even if this truth might hurt
I have to say it without pleasing anyone
But if I offend, I ask forgiveness