I silence myself when the feeling comes
To cry like a kid, one day you'll understand
It was more important that you were happy
What I feel doesn't matter, but I'm dying to stay
I don't know who I'm lying to
If I'm dying inside
I loved you like one loves only a few times
Babe, you're the one that has my heart rotten
I always write you, I'm offended
Your memory follows me, even though they force me to forget you
I spend my time high, I cruise in my car
I don't wanna be the shadow that follows behind you
The homies tell me, 'What happened to you?'
I've disappeared, it's all thanks to you
I don't know who I'm lying to
If I'm dying inside
I loved you like one loves only a few times
Babe, you're the one that has my heart rotten
I always write you, I'm offended
Your memory follows me, even though they force me to forget you