Anestesiarme means "to anesthetize myself." It's an interesting and somewhat dramatic word choice that goes beyond typical romantic song vocabulary.
In the song, the artist uses it to express a desperate need to numb his feelings and thoughts about his ex-lover. He sings, "Tengo que anestesiarme con la trama / Porque si no ahora mismo voy por ti" (I have to anesthetize myself with the plot / Because if not, right now I'm coming for you). This reveals the intense emotional pain he's experiencing and his struggle to move on, making it a powerful and memorable word.
"AxF" is Dalex's take on heartbreak after a breakup that clearly wasn't his idea. He tells a stranger about his love life and gets blunt advice back: there are plenty of other people to cry over. Instead of listening, he spirals into distraction, running to strip clubs, smoking, and losing himself in the studio, all while still thinking about her.
He compares the split to Karol G leaving Anuel AA for Feid, a real, very public breakup, to show just how undeniable the pain feels. Despite the swagger in his voice, singing about how the world is his and he doesn't need her, he keeps circling back to missing her and waiting for her to come around.
By the end he admits how heavy the loneliness is: a single day without her feels like a whole year, and holding onto that ache is like using his heart as an ashtray. It's a song about acting like he's moved on while quietly still waiting for a call that may never come.
Dalex is an urban music artist hailing from Puerto Rico and the United States. He is recognized for his smooth vocal delivery and distinctive sound. His music often blends catchy melodies with infectious rhythms, making his tracks popular for both dancing and casual listening. Dalex brings a unique flavor to the urban music scene.