Between a bitter that ends with an encore
And a pill that starts with 'x'
I leave my goodwill outside in the Humana bin
'Cause I've already used it too much
I curse it for how much it holds me back
Inside only old people and dealers
And bricklayers on break, heading for Milanofiori
I keep my eyes down like the frequencies in the club toilets
Everything's still echoing
So the silence here isn't that bad after all
I just felt the need to do
Something good, something normal
Just to avoid going back home, where guilt lives
I chose to leave them alone
Like you do with parents when you grow up
Only to end up at five among the zombies at Carrefour
Now that I should be out celebrating
Yelling like the kids do
I'd even be fine with puking
And learning to leave or be left
To forgive everything, to dry out the pain
With a friend as good as bread with ham
I just felt the need to do
Something good, something normal
Just to avoid going back home, where guilt lives
I chose to leave them alone
Like you do with the worst memories when you grow up
Because shopping for groceries makes me feel good
Because it makes me think of when we did it together
Because now that you're better, I feel I need to take a bit more care of myself
There's a gorgeous dawn outside