I thought flying wasn't for me
I watched the others go away on their own wings
Shine like airplanes even at night
For me the darkness was really dark
It hurts, just like arguing with someone you love
Don't speak to each other for two years, cut all ties
When you knocked me down I discovered how to glide as I fell
You stopped giving me water, but I was growing up
Survival instinct if I learned to live without you
But at least now I can thank you for your poison too
I took a look elsewhere and I realized if I was right
Waited for hours under the downpour
If there is a God perhaps he is my witness
You would like to go away but you don't know where
Looking for some rehabilitation
As I fell I saw my worst side
I wondered if in addition to these dull walls
I would have found it for myself
The peace I was looking for, what I was fighting for
But if I think about it, you know, I'm fine even among the losers
Fuck my idiot boss
To those who wanted me tied up
To the anxiety when she drowned me
It's bad to feel obligated
I can not fall asleep
First the world gets sick, then it sells pills to cure us
Today the sky is clear and I want to go out for a walk
Throw ourselves on a lawn, wait for the afternoon to pass
I didn't choose to be placed in the middle of this brothel
I want at least the right to stay in it without losing my mind
I took a look elsewhere and I realized if I was right
Waited for hours under the downpour
If there is a God perhaps he is my witness
You would like to go away but you don't know where
Looking for some rehabilitation
As I fell I saw my worst side