In the city the air is dirty and my heart bursts into flames
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This life keeps getting worse and love's a bastard
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In the city the air is dirty and my heart bursts into flames
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This life keeps getting worse and love's a bastard
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You with a baby face, me with a robber's face and
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Together like adrenaline and dopamine and
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Drawn like opposite poles, wasted in nasty places
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A flower, if you don’t water it and you trample it, dies
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I bought you heels and earrings
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Looking you in the eyes I taught you to live among the petty
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To do better, to make people bow to you
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While demons dragged me under like gravediggers
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I come home wasted, brain fried, dawn’s outside
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Zero calm, problems afloat, paranoia and heart pounding
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I’d like to touch you, save myself but you’re not here now
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And if you were you wouldn’t be how I’d like anymore
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Lies kill me, madness splits us
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Reality hurts, my kiss leaves you a bruise
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But everything comes back, trouble claims me
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Innocence is dead, I stained you forever
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In the city the air is dirty and my heart bursts into flames
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This life keeps getting worse and love's a bastard
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In the city the air is dirty and my heart bursts into flames
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This life keeps getting worse and love's a bastard
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This dirty air presses, you grit your teeth and clench
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Bro, the more you shove it away the more it sticks to your brain and squeezes
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I hate, I don’t wish harm, I love, I don’t wish well
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With my heart on fire the blood burns, kerosene
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Bro, I scream then talk, mud, flower, saint and devil
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I’d want you like this, not as I change you if I love you
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Me in the middle of a street face down
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Save yourself and run but if you want me to fight
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I changed you and you’re not you anymore, I was burning
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Now the fire of love’s out, now I spend little
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You can drown in a sea of tears or swim back
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I see scars inside the mirror of my desires
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But it’s no fairy tale, my world of blades and necklaces
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Mama, who knows who loves you with your porcelain skin
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You’re a little girl playing at being a wh*re
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See, this love’s even more of a bastard
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It’s already eating you and it’s even hungrier
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It gambles everything and repents when it hurts
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In the city the air is dirty and my heart bursts into flames
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This life keeps getting worse and love's a bastard
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In the city the air is dirty and my heart bursts into flames
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This life keeps getting worse and love's a bastard
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At this point I should say, ‘I’m sorry’ but no
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I don’t say I’m sorry, I know what you’re capable of
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And this story has no happy ending, there’s no time to repent
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Love’s a bastard hole, like a piercing
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At this point I should say, ‘I’m sorry’ but no
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I don’t say I’m sorry, I know what you’re capable of
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The air keeps getting dirtier, my heart goes up in flames
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This life goes wrong and love’s a bastard