Forgive me for being how I am, it's that you wouldn't unblock me
I left you a letter today where you always parked
I don't deserve your forgiveness, maybe this changes nothing
On your side it's over, but on mine it still isn't over
I don't know what hurt more
Failing you or knowing that you won't come back
With you I felt what with nobody else
And it ended just like the rest
But it's that I don't know how to do it
Maybe in another life I have a heart that works
To find you and that this turns out well
But it's that I don't know how to do it
And if what happened that day was the goodbye
Then come and say goodbye properly
So that your memory won't follow me if I go out with another baby
I'm leaving, but I always come back, one comes back to where he was happy
I spend my time smoking weed to see if the smoke reaches my heart
And once and for all I forget you and what we had
The fridge full, but we always ate each other
Sex didn't end until we fell asleep
It's false what they say out there that I never loved you
And all the harm I did to you and to myself
I don't know what hurt more
Failing you or knowing that you won't come back
With you I felt what with nobody else
And it ended just like the rest
But it's that I don't know how to do it
Maybe in another life I have a heart that works
To find you and that this turns out well
But it's that I don't know how to do it
And if what happened that day was the goodbye
Then come and say goodbye properly
And I know that that's how you are