I don't know if I'm undecided or not
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But falling now doesn't suit me at all
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Always trying to stop what matters
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If eternity isn't even a time that's too long
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When you no longer know to which port to sail
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It doesn't matter from which side the wind blows today
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We could doubt because that forces us to think
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And don't take away my pain if it's my chance to heal and scar
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Destiny drags whoever lets themselves be dragged
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In a dark time your eyes see clearly
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Then the certainty I'll grow older than I expected
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Now I don't clearly remember either how I got here or who I used to be
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Nor the decisions that I made at some point
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Accumulated catalogues of sarcasms and enthusiasms
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See a lot and listen plenty, keep quiet
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Too many whims of the conscience
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And short-circuits in my head
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When you no longer know to which port to sail
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It doesn't matter from which side the wind blows today
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First the suspicion then the certainty
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I'll grow older than I expected