I need eagerness to not want to win
And if one day I lost my fear of losing
It hurts me to have run to not arrive
Now I know that the way is also the goal
Fears have already grown which I never educated
And I know the answers for not asking
I already felt like nobody else when I had the good
And I cried like everyone else when something goes away
Nobody teaches you to be strong but they force you to
Nobody ever wanted a weak person to trust
Nobody teaches you the steps in a world
That forces you each day to be able to get up and walk
Where you were so happy you'll always go back
Although you confuse pain with happiness
And you might not even be yourself anymore
But you think of yourself, and that will kill you
And I hope they never embrace you for the last time
There are many with whom to be temporarily but not with whom to be permanently
We are just roads that frequently twist
Thousands of loose complexes that we must defeat
I hope they would accept you for the first time
And they would understand that we all deserve good
That there doesn't exist one person who shouldn't have
Since we are circumstances that we never choose to be
Trust never came back with time
And the fruit of my life isn't based on what I have
And if all the moments could go by more slowly
If perhaps you would doubt this time in the attempt
And if we understood that yes we are perfect
Despite the smudges that want to stain the canvas
Everything is a sum even if the rest may not think so
And another only what I show
That I don't fear to lose anymore, but rather to give something up for lost
That I don't want to win anymore, but rather to be convinced
And that long before being happy, I must be with myself
That I'm going to look at the rope to tell it I continue
That I'm going to stop demanding all that I ask from myself
And I'm going to learn to accept what I can never get
I will stop blaming myself, lying to myself, failing myself
Telling myself late truths that I need
Because I also dedicated time
To whom no longer even remembers me
I also glued the pieces of the same thing which I later broke
I have also not understood myself and I have understood that it will be so
I have not been confused, I have been fused with the worst in me
I have moved into problems and I wanted to be happy there
And I have gone around in circles
So that I wouldn't take you off centre
I have asked everyone so that I am able to define myself
How to tell a river to stop and stop flowing
Nobody teaches you to be strong but they force you to
Nobody ever wanted a weak person to trust
Nobody teaches you the steps in a world
That forces you each day to be able to get up and walk
Where you were so happy you'll always go back
Although you confuse pain with happiness
And you might not even be yourself anymore
But you might think about yourself, and that will kill you
And I hope they never embrace you for the last time
There are many with whom to be temporarily but not with whom to be permanently
We are just roads that frequently twist
Thousands of loose complexes that we must defeat
I hope they would accept you for the first time
And they would understand that we all deserve good
That there doesn't exist one person who shouldn't have
Since we are circumstances that we never choose to be