I need eagerness to not want to win
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And if one day I lost my fear of losing
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It hurts me to have run to not arrive
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Now I know that the way is also the goal
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Fears have already grown which I never educated
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And I know the answers for not asking
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I already felt like nobody else when I had the good
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And I cried like everyone else when something goes away
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Nobody teaches you to be strong but they force you to
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Nobody ever wanted a weak person to trust
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Nobody teaches you the steps in a world
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That forces you each day to be able to get up and walk
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Where you were so happy you'll always go back
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Although you confuse pain with happiness
And you might not even be yourself anymore
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But you think of yourself, and that will kill you
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And I hope they never embrace you for the last time
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There are many with whom to be temporarily but not with whom to be permanently
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We are just roads that frequently twist
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Thousands of loose complexes that we must defeat
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I hope they would accept you for the first time
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And they would understand that we all deserve good
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That there doesn't exist one person who shouldn't have
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Since we are circumstances that we never choose to be
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Trust never came back with time
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And the fruit of my life isn't based on what I have
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And if all the moments could go by more slowly
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If perhaps you would doubt this time in the attempt
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And if we understood that yes we are perfect
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Despite the smudges that want to stain the canvas
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Everything is a sum even if the rest may not think so
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And another only what I show
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That I don't fear to lose anymore, but rather to give something up for lost
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That I don't want to win anymore, but rather to be convinced
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And that long before being happy, I must be with myself
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That I'm going to look at the rope to tell it I continue
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That I'm going to stop demanding all that I ask from myself
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And I'm going to learn to accept what I can never get
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I will stop blaming myself, lying to myself, failing myself
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Telling myself late truths that I need
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Because I also dedicated time
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To whom no longer even remembers me
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I also glued the pieces of the same thing which I later broke
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I have also not understood myself and I have understood that it will be so
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I have not been confused, I have been fused with the worst in me
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I have moved into problems and I wanted to be happy there
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And I have gone around in circles
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So that I wouldn't take you off centre
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I have asked everyone so that I am able to define myself
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How to tell a river to stop and stop flowing
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Nobody teaches you to be strong but they force you to
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Nobody ever wanted a weak person to trust
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Nobody teaches you the steps in a world
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That forces you each day to be able to get up and walk
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Where you were so happy you'll always go back
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Although you confuse pain with happiness
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And you might not even be yourself anymore
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But you might think about yourself, and that will kill you
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And I hope they never embrace you for the last time
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There are many with whom to be temporarily but not with whom to be permanently
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We are just roads that frequently twist
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Thousands of loose complexes that we must defeat
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I hope they would accept you for the first time
_____
And they would understand that we all deserve good
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That there doesn't exist one person who shouldn't have
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Since we are circumstances that we never choose to be