That you'd never leave but that it would be good
Not fighting for what you want
Only has one name and it's called losing
If I hurt you, it wasn't intentionally but unintentionally
Just tell me what you prefer
If you have the option to have or to fear
You only think about how it ends
I only think about how I'll end up
One day you tell me I lack the desire
Another I think I never won you over
I who did everything so that you stayed
Now I think, what was I left with?
Lost time or perhaps I've gained it
From missing you to saying I threw you out
Sorry for making you waste your time
For thinking of making another attempt
For having you, fighting for you, and feeling you, would make you happy
I burst, because sometimes I don't even understand myself
How am I going to understand ours
If I never even understood you
I know that not caring about the past
Which before was killing me only means to grow
That we've never been two
Since counting fear we were three
That if you leave I leave also
The failure is having a problem and never learning
If you're going to stay, let it be with me
If you're going to run, let it be to the edge
I know that the future wasn't ahead
Now I realize that it's with you
I defeated time and it's not lost
I never remember but I don't forget
More letters exist which were never given
Because there isn't more strength for whoever wrote it
Sorry for making you waste your time
For thinking of making another attempt
For having you, fighting for you, and feeling you, would make you happy
I burst, because sometimes I don't even understand myself
How am I going to understand ours
If I never even understood you
Because your successes will tell where you are
And your failures only where to go
What good is the quantity to me
If only the intensity will make me happy
Before doing what is going to destroy us
I prefer to save you and make you
You don't understand anymore what I cannot give you
That which I don't have and doesn't live in me
Sorry for making you waste your time
For thinking of making another attempt
For having you, fighting for you, and feeling you, would make you happy
I burst, because sometimes I don't even understand myself
How am I going to understand ours
If I never even understood you
That you'd never leave but that it would be good
Not fighting for what you want
Only has one name and it's called losing
If I hurt you, it wasn't intentionally but unintentionally
Just tell me what you prefer
If you have the option to have or to fear