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That you'd never leave but that it would be good
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Not fighting for what you want
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Only has one name and it's called losing
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If I hurt you, it wasn't intentionally but unintentionally
Just tell me what you prefer
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If you have the option to have or to fear
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You only think about how it ends
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I only think about how I'll end up
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One day you tell me I lack the desire
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Another I think I never won you over
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I who did everything so that you stayed
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Now I think, what was I left with?
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Lost time or perhaps I've gained it
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From missing you to saying I threw you out
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Sorry for making you waste your time
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For thinking of making another attempt
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For having you, fighting for you, and feeling you, would make you happy
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I burst, because sometimes I don't even understand myself
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How am I going to understand ours
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If I never even understood you
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I know that not caring about the past
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Which before was killing me only means to grow
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That we've never been two
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Since counting fear we were three
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That if you leave I leave also
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The failure is having a problem and never learning
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If you're going to stay, let it be with me
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If you're going to run, let it be to the edge
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I know that the future wasn't ahead
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Now I realize that it's with you
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I defeated time and it's not lost
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I never remember but I don't forget
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More letters exist which were never given
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Because there isn't more strength for whoever wrote it
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Sorry for making you waste your time
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For thinking of making another attempt
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For having you, fighting for you, and feeling you, would make you happy
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I burst, because sometimes I don't even understand myself
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How am I going to understand ours
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If I never even understood you
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Because your successes will tell where you are
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And your failures only where to go
What good is the quantity to me
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If only the intensity will make me happy
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Before doing what is going to destroy us
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I prefer to save you and make you
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You don't understand anymore what I cannot give you
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That which I don't have and doesn't live in me
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Sorry for making you waste your time
_____
For thinking of making another attempt
_____
For having you, fighting for you, and feeling you, would make you happy
_____
I burst, because sometimes I don't even understand myself
_____
How am I going to understand ours
_____
If I never even understood you
_____
That you'd never leave but that it would be good
_____
Not fighting for what you want
_____
Only has one name and it's called losing
_____
If I hurt you, it wasn't intentionally but unintentionally
Just tell me what you prefer
_____
If you have the option to have or to fear