And I know well I'm calling self-deception a solution
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Not everything has to have a why
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Even though I strive so that everything turns out right
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I must love myself and stay standing
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There are things that take time and others that
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Time carries them off, just look at me
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Maybe there are wounds that must stay
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Because they make me remember what happened on my skin
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Another morning that I get up wanting
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To bite that apple, but I'll forbid myself
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I've realized that I didn't look for a way out
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The labyrinth I was in, because I fell in love with it
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The worst is feeling bad and not knowing why
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The worst is walking and not knowing who with
I know that life keeps quiet
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And doesn't say if the battle is against me or with me
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Because I live only to complicate myself
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To run toward everything and always arrive late
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To live overwhelmed, to grow with the hatred of never accepting myself
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To end up dying in the disaster
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I know what I fight for and I'm not going to get tired
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I'm going to turn the world upside down
And do everything to find myself
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You don't know what I need in that instant
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Something says you shouldn't stop
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Trading my wellbeing so that you are fine
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Is like throwing water into the void while dying of thirst
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The first mistake I made is dying of cold
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And being the first coat for everyone except my own
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And I can be wrong once
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The second time, if I fail, it'll be my fault
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Not that the mistake pays me back, there's no path
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That changes you if you know
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That it's you who changes what you're worth
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And I know well I'm calling self-deception a solution
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Not everything has to have a why
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Even though I strive so everything turns out right
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I must love myself and stay standing
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There are things that take time and others
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That time carries away, just look at me
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Maybe there are wounds that must stay
Because they make me remember
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Because I live only to complicate myself
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To run toward everything and always arrive late
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To live overwhelmed, to grow with the hatred of never accepting myself
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To end up dying in the disaster
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I know what I fight for and I'm not going to get tired
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I'm going to turn the world upside down
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And do everything to find myself
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You don't know what I need in that instant
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Something says that you shouldn't stop