I've a knot in my throat
Little by little it gets bigger
And I've been quiet so long
I don't even know what I feel anymore
I never listen to you and I haven't known
I've gone out without a coat
I thought that it wasn't windy
I look for myself in every question
And I can't manage to answer
I don't understand who I was before
If now that calm comes
I've a fear of dying that kills me
I've an eye always open
I always fight you and I haven't known
I know that you warn me of the cold
I know that you scream inside me
I look for myself in every question
And I don't know how to answer myself
I don't understand who I was before
If now that calm comes
I look for myself in every heartbeat
I don't understand what this is about
If now that calm comes
If now that calm comes