Everything starts with a wrong step
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That you wanted to take to move forward and ended up being a false one
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For me what's different is beautiful
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For them something that should be punished
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And that's how they made me see it in first grade
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They decided that my ego should start again from zero
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They ignored me, offended me, hit me
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They spat on me, they got me to say 'I don't love myself'
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I call it the funnel paradox
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My insecurity made them feel safer
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And every day I sank deeper
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And every day the world hurt more
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I told myself 'They're not that tough'
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I dreamed of knocking them down one by one
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Staring at them, kicking them out of my present
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And managing to make my future present
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I've seen these crises in high schools, in schools
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And there's only one king, the law of silence
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They say it's jokes, they don't take it seriously
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Seeing a human letting their life slip away
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The equation is easy, don't look for mystery in it
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If we don't see the problem we'll never have a remedy
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Pressure so that the versions of the facts change
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Depressions, foul moods and sessions of staring at the ceiling
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How much do we have to swallow so that you're satisfied?
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A kid who stops being a kid before his time
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Who learned first to hide the bruises from his parents
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Than to kiss his unconfessable love
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Who thinks more about death than about life
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Who has turned humiliation into routine
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Who dreams of ceasing to be real
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And escaping this brutal world that's crashing down on him
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It's everyone's duty to be responsible
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Buddy, you don't need to talk to me
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With your look you ask me to save you
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Before it's too late
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And I'm going to step forward for you
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Nobody in the world deserves to suffer
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I don't excuse those who watch without acting
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Because not going against abuse is being part of the abuse
Tell me which side you're on
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And stop lying to yourself in exchange for comfort
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Be honest with yourself and pursue the truth
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If you lack principles you'll miss the ending
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If not, how can you reach heaven?
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Nobody ever could fly without a partner
Don't let yourself get confused
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For me what's different is beautiful