I hide behind clever lines
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I blow off friends who value me
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Even when I'm unreachable
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I'm not good at ending things
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And I wanna waste time
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And don't know with what yet
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And I've got wanderlust without end
Wanderlust for the foreign
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Because I've become foreign to myself
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I hide behind clever lines
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Consequences that aren't any
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I hide behind clever lines
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I draw consequences that aren't any
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And I don't notice that I like to bet
And always stake everything
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And I know I should get calmer
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How to learn to be silent
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Sadly I'm rarely at the coast
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Which I miss so much
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Because everything's different at the beach
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And I've got wanderlust without end
Wanderlust for the foreign
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Because I've become foreign to myself
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I hide behind clever lines
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Consequences that aren't any
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I hide behind clever lines
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I draw consequences that aren't any
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And I lie to myself in my own way
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So that something inside me moves
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I'm scared to love, always just doubting
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With failure in the back of my mind
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Because everything passes someday
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Because everything passes someday