I hide behind clever lines
I blow off friends who value me
Even when I'm unreachable
I'm not good at ending things
And I wanna waste time
And don't know with what yet
And I've got wanderlust without end
Wanderlust for the foreign
Because I've become foreign to myself
I hide behind clever lines
Consequences that aren't any
I hide behind clever lines
I draw consequences that aren't any
And I don't notice that I like to bet
And always stake everything
And I know I should get calmer
How to learn to be silent
Sadly I'm rarely at the coast
Because everything's different at the beach
And I've got wanderlust without end
Wanderlust for the foreign
Because I've become foreign to myself
I hide behind clever lines
Consequences that aren't any
I hide behind clever lines
I draw consequences that aren't any
And I lie to myself in my own way
So that something inside me moves
I'm scared to love, always just doubting
With failure in the back of my mind
Because everything passes someday
Because everything passes someday