LEARN LYRICS

I'm alone here, you know
I've got a new house and new friends
Who are only mine
Sometimes my mother is here
Asking how I am
It couldn't be going better than this
I've forgotten him by now
But little time has passed
And it's a bit early, you'll see
To become the one you know again
The one I want
The one I was before I met him
Some nights still
I feel his hands
That I can't stop
That hurt me
I hear his voice
Screaming at me
I cover my face
But it's the same to him
And then even harder
Till I can't anymore
Not even breathe
Not even speak anymore
And I'm down on the ground
Like an animal
I feel no more pain
There's no more noise
Only weak sobs and voices
From the TV that's on
I still tremble now that
He doesn't live with me anymore
I've got a job that goes well
And who knows about tomorrow
Making plans isn't worth it
If a love comes
It'll sure be nothing like him
It's girls like us
Who need a courage that isn't there
When the fire of hell burns
Some nights still
I feel his hands
Then my shame
Inside hospitals
Where I learned
Even to act
That stupid excuse
That I can't explain
How I fell
Alone on the stairs, I was deaf and blind
Too in love
With that big b*stard
Who wore me down
God, how did I
Love it so much
That rose he gave me
But one day he then broke
Rose
That I don't want anymore